Antya-līlā

Chapter 14: Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu's Feelings of Separation from Kṛṣṇa

Verse 73 of 122
Cc Antya 14.73

ক্বচিন্মিশ্রাবাসে ব্রজপতিসুতস্যোরুবিরহাত্শ্লথচ্ছ্রীসন্ধিত্বাদ্দধদধিকদৈর্ঘ্যং ভুজপদোঃ লুঠন্ভূমৌ কাক্বা বিকলবিকলং গদ্গদবচা রুদন্শ্রীগৌরাংগো হৃদয উদযন্মাং মদযতি

क्वचिन्मिश्रावासे व्रजपतिसुतस्योरुविरहात्श्लथच्छ्रीसन्धित्वाद्दधदधिकदैर्घ्यं भुजपदोः लुठन्भूमौ काक्वा विकलविकलं गद्गदवचा रुदन्श्रीगौरांगो हृदय उदयन्मां मदयति

kvacin miśrāvāse vraja-pati-sutasyoru-virahāt ślathac chrī-sandhitvād dadhad-adhika-dairghyaṁ bhuja-padoḥ luṭhan bhūmau kākvā vikala-vikalaṁ gadgada-vacā rudan śrī-gaurāṅgo hṛdaya udayan māṁ madayati

Synonyms

kvacitsometimes; miśra-āvāsein the house of Kāśī Miśra; vraja-pati-sutasyaof the son of Nanda Mahārāja; uru-virahātbecause of strong feeling of separation; ślathatbeing slackened; śrī-sandhitvātfrom the joints of His transcendental body; dadhatobtaining; adhika-dairghyamextraordinary longness; bhuja-padoḥof the arms and legs; luṭhanrolling; bhūmauon the ground; kākvāwith a cry of lamentation; vikala-vikalamvery sorrowfully; gadgada-vacāwith a faltering voice; rudancrying; śrī-gaurāṅgaḥLord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu; hṛdayein the heart; udayanawakening; māmme; madayatimaddens..

Translation

"Sometimes Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu would go to the house of Kāśī Miśra. There He would be greatly aggrieved, feeling separation from Kṛṣṇa. The joints of His transcendental body would slacken, and His arms and legs would become elongated. Rolling on the ground, the Lord would cry out in distress in a faltering voice and weep very sorrowfully. The appearance of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, awakening in my heart, maddens me."

Verse 73 of 122
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