Madhya-līlā

Chapter 2: The Ecstatic Manifestations of Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu

Verse 45 of 95
Cc Madhya 2.45

ন প্রেমগন্ধো ঽস্তি দরাপি মে হরৌ ক্রন্দামি সৌভাগ্যভরং প্রকাশিতুম্ বংশীবিলাস্যাননলোকনং বিনা বিভর্মি যত্প্রাণপতংগকান্বৃথা

न प्रेमगन्धो ऽस्ति दरापि मे हरौ क्रन्दामि सौभाग्यभरं प्रकाशितुम् वंशीविलास्याननलोकनं विना विभर्मि यत्प्राणपतंगकान्वृथा

na prema-gandho 'sti darāpi me harau krandāmi saubhāgya-bharaṁ prakāśitum vaṁśī-vilāsy-ānana-lokanaṁ vinā vibharmi yat prāṇa-pataṅgakān vṛthā

Synonyms

nanever; prema-gandhaḥa scent of love of Godhead; astithere is; darā apieven in a slight proportion; meMy; harauin the Supreme Personality of Godhead; krandāmiI cry; saubhāgya-bharamthe volume of My fortune; prakāśitumto exhibit; vaṁśī-vilāsiof the great flute player; ānanaat the face; lokanamlooking; vināwithout; vibharmiI carry; yatbecause; prāṇa-pataṅgakānMy insect-like life; vṛthāwith no purpose..

Translation

Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu continued: "My dear friends, I have not the slightest tinge of love of Godhead within My heart. When you see Me crying in separation, I am just falsely exhibiting a demonstration of My great fortune. Indeed, not seeing the beautiful face of Kṛṣṇa playing His flute, I continue to live My life like an insect, without purpose.

Verse 45 of 95