সা চ মেনে তদাত্মানং বরিষ্ঠাং সর্বযোষিতাম্ হিত্বা গোপীঃ কামযানা মামসৌ ভজতে প্রিযঃ ততো গত্বা বনোদ্দেশং দৃপ্তা কেশবমব্রবীত্ ন পারযে ঽহং চলিতুং নয মাং যত্র তে মনঃ এবমুক্তঃ প্রিযামাহ স্কন্ধমারুহ্যতামিতি ততশ্চান্তর্দধে কৃষ্ণঃ সা বধূরন্বতপ্যত
सा च मेने तदात्मानं वरिष्ठां सर्वयोषिताम् हित्वा गोपीः कामयाना मामसौ भजते प्रियः ततो गत्वा वनोद्देशं दृप्ता केशवमब्रवीत् न पारये ऽहं चलितुं नय मां यत्र ते मनः एवमुक्तः प्रियामाह स्कन्धमारुह्यतामिति ततश्चान्तर्दधे कृष्णः सा वधूरन्वतप्यत
sā ca mene tadātmānaṁ variṣṭhāṁ sarva-yoṣitām hitvā gopīḥ kāmayānā mām asau bhajate priyaḥ tato gatvā vanoddeśaṁ dṛptā keśavam abravīt na pāraye 'haṁ calituṁ naya māṁ yatra te manaḥ evam uktaḥ priyām āha skandham āruhyatām iti tataś cāntardadhe kṛṣṇaḥ sā vadhūr anvatapyata
Synonyms
sā—Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī; ca—also; mene—considered; tadā—at that time; ātmānam—Herself; variṣṭhām—the most glorious; sarva-yoṣitām—among all the gopīs; hitvā—giving up; gopīḥ—all the other gopīs; kāmayānāḥ—who were desiring the company of Kṛṣṇa; mām—Me; asau—that Śrī Kṛṣṇa; bhajate—worships; priyaḥ—the most dear; tataḥ—thereafter; gatvā—going; vana-uddeśam—to the deep forest; dṛptā—being very proud; keśavam—unto Kṛṣṇa; abravīt—said; na pāraye—am unable; aham—I; calitum—to walk; naya—just carry; mām—Me; yatra—wherever; te—Your; manaḥ—mind; evam uktaḥ—thus being ordered by Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī; priyām—to this most dear gopī; āha—said; skandham—My shoulders; āruhyatām—please get on; iti—thus; tataḥ—thereafter; ca—also; antardadhe—disappeared; kṛṣṇaḥ—Lord Kṛṣṇa; sā—Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī; vadhūḥ—the gopī; anvatapyata—began to lament..
Translation
" ' "My dearmost Kṛṣṇa, You are worshiping Me and giving up the company of all the other gopīs who wanted to enjoy themselves with You." Thinking like this, Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī considered Herself Kṛṣṇa's most beloved gopī. She had become proud and had left the rāsa-līlā with Kṛṣṇa. In the deep forest She said, "My dear Kṛṣṇa, I cannot walk any more. You can take Me wherever You like." When Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī petitioned Kṛṣṇa in this way, Kṛṣṇa said, "Just get up upon My shoulders." As soon as Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī began to do so, He disappeared. Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī then began to grieve over Her request and Kṛṣṇa's disappearance.'
Purport
These three verses are quoted from Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam (10.30.37-39).